I decided it was all right to date a guy I'm in love with. That sentence really puts into perspective how batshit crazy my life has been for the past few months.
I survived, and the other side is just so lovely. Full of love. It's not the fairy tale I fabricated as a retreat years ago, and it's not, by any means, anything approaching how I pictured this part of my life.
In fact, it's better. He's better. I'm better, in ways that I absolutely can put into words, but I won't, because I don't feel the need to explain it. For once in my life, I don't feel the need to explain it.
And that confuses me, so I'll just say it again: For once in my life, I don't feel the need to explain it.
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